So this is the first post.
I created this blog because I felt insecure with my previous one... And this one's in english so my friends outside Finland will understand too. Plus using english here helps me to get better at it. I need to learn to talk proper english, since Ali will be coming over here at some point and she obviously doesn't speak finnish.
Oh and this blog will be about my thoughts. Even about the ones that I might not be able to say out loud.
Let's get started then, right? Today I've been feeling sad once again. I don't like myself at all and it's really depressing. Everything I do just seems stupid and worthless to me most of the time. I seem worthless and stupid to me.
Oh and I've been insecure about my role-playing skills too. I feel like I'm an awful rper... I don't stay in character and my writing's so middle-class. Sometimes it also seems like no one wants to rp with me... I don't know. I'm just so goddamn insecure.
After half a hour I should be leaving to work and I just don't feel like it. I don't want to meet anyone today, but since I'm a karaoke-host, it's impossible not to meet people at work. Fuck.
...Maybe I should get ready.
I'll write more later. See ya later, if I'm still alive after work, that is.
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